I am amidst a very hard obstacle to tackle - the fact that she does not want anyone to know about us. True she is not my girlfriend and I am not her boyfriend, but that is because she does not want to rush things yet. But she does have feelings for me.
But the bigger question is
"Why doesn't she want her friends to know that something is going on between us both?"
Why does she want to keep it a secret anyway? Some reasons are okay, but some are destructive and I probably consider not going any further because I will only end up getting hurt. For example:
Good Reason:
-She plans to tell everyone as soon as we are officially boyfriend and girlfriend
Bad Reasons:
-She doesn't think her friends will think I'm worthy
-She's embarrassed to be seen with me
-She secretly wants to get back with her ex and doesn't wanna blow her chances
-I'm not the only guy
One more thing that I have encountered with her is that she never gives me straight answers at questions concerning the possibilities of a relationship with her. Is it really fair that she's keeping secrets from me? As far as I'm concerned, girls like that shouldn't be trusted with your heart. Too bad she already has mine.
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