As we all know, realizations never come easy. It's usually associated with pain or at least sorrow.
Life - my life - hasn't always been butterflies and sunshine. A couple of weeks ago I realized that the girl that I had been infatuated with is nothing but a joke. She never seems serious enough to take my emotions into consideration. She would just toy with my feelings by saying that she is here in Bacolod, get me excited, and then tell me she was just kidding.
Oh, and let me quote her status message from last time:
'I am so happy to have my family and YOU'
I'm pretty sure I am not the one she means because she barely talks to me anymore. She used to call me every 5 minutes; now she barely calls me once a week.
Am I that gullible? That girls can just step on my heart and pretend it's okay? Am I that naive? Or am I just willing to go through all the pain for a shot at love?
Thinking about it, it's been a good 3 years since my last relationship. It's a very lonely life without someone to make you smile everyday, without someone to make all the hardships worth it, without someone to make the sacrifices not in vain.
Honestly, I've been meeting other people, getting to know some, but I really do not know where this will take me to. Nonetheless, life is but trial and error, and if you fall down seven times, you must stand up eight.
Ciao, alanfrancisang
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