Has anyone noticed that the second you decide to turn over a new leaf, life screws you up and you end up worse than where you left off?
This is exactly the case with me. I am so fucked up right now, and honestly I do not know what to do. I feel like killing myself, but then again that is against my Christian morals.
I feel like running away. Running away to anywhere, no looking back, leaving all the problems behind.
But just because you ran away from all your problems it doesn't mean you have fixed them. Problem treads on the footsteps of those who flee from them.
I talked to her and she told me to be strong. For her. And for once in my life, I will. I no longer want to be engulfed in the shroud of misery. I want to face the music. Two things give me strength - God, and her.
Maybe I am after all turning a new leaf. Maybe it is about time that all this changed.
This is one of the many reasons why she's the one. This is why I love her.
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