Yes, I am petulant. Over some things which I cannot explain.
I know I'm not the best, in fact im far from it. And she has a zillion choices. Would she really settle for someone just like me? As much as I would like to think each day she is getting closer to becoming mine, I still fear that maybe I'm just living in a dream in which I have conceptualized as reality.
There are things in which time can only answer so here I am - waiting. Even if it means my hair graying and my skin wrinkling, time is now all I have and all I can do now is wait.
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